| Sunday, January 25, 2009 |
ii'll never said anything to them again..
both of them.. ii totally lose hope after today..
perhaps new year is where ii can really.. change..
dad.. is your own choice now.. asking you to be cheerful.. is just an advice.
asking you to go on is just to ask you not to think too much
asking you not to eat those things.. cause it will harm your future.
if you still want.. ii'm not gonna to stop you.
just like you said.. you're stubborn.
what am ii to stop you?
chan...
the promised you make to me was social..
but to me those cigarettes was never consider social..
cause ii just want you to have a clear break from cigarettes.
yet you can't .. so. ii can't said anything
ii do care.. but ii guess.. ii shall be cold again..
at least being cold might be better for me and you .. for us..
cause you miss..everything..for me to even understand.
perhaps dad saying was right..
don't you have feelings for her even after you break with her...
yes ii do.. but that was a month back.. exactly...seeing her blog that time...
and talking to her..that time.. totally broke my heart to her.
totally lose everything to her.
today ii mark this as a ending..
thought that ii never regret knowing you..
you are just a memory..that going to be cold and hard.
ii would never forgive you. understand now.
after just now.
you can never turn back.
ii feel better after ranting everything out
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