| Wednesday, June 10, 2009 |
ii feel so frustrated!..
!!!!!!..
yet in the end.. ii got the blame..
ii can't blame my dad.. for he had good heart to buy me a cardboard
but hai.. end up ii still getting a talking from my mum : "you and your dad always do this"
why should ii be blamed? why should ii be said? shouldn't he take on the responsibility for giving us last minute ? all my fault.. all me to blame.. Dad blame me not clearing the cardboard and mum blame me cause my dad did last minute stuff..
parents? just push the fault to me..
infront of them... ii'm just a piece of junk.. a crap results bad. everything is bad..
but why can't they understand? freak the feelings when my mum said she want to volunteer me in when ii cannot past sec 4 to 5.. everyone thought my parents are good.. yet who know? all think ii'm exaggerating but yet who knows her true temper?
guess ii'm a bit down.. from everything.. even the latest tag.. sounds.. disturbing.
stressed, sad , and disappointed.. ii guess my days for this year sums up to this 3 things.. disappointed.. cause... she doesn't understand.( not her) but you know.. her? not my girlfriend, cause ii dun have one.
sad cause.. of my family..
stressed cause.. my results.
and yet.. whenever ii try pulling up..
ii get pull down..
ii get freaking pull down!!
when ii though hope was near..
everything when back to the waters.
wad was there?
wad ii needed..
isn't there at all..
well..this just sums up today. or everyday..
happy unhappy?
well.. nothing seems to be happy expect for sometimes..
now..
nothing~..
tata guys.
see you guys when ii feel like it again..
complicated.
My slients prayers ♥ 8:07 PM