| Sunday, July 12, 2009 |
yeah , ii'm back~
back positing yesterday.. today is a memory posting..
wad do ii mean by that? well.. ii though of something yesterdayy.. or someone yesterday..so here ii am posting..
ii hate the gushy feeling, the feeling that makes me thinks about you and drop my tears.. why should ii miss you now? its really felt stupid..ii'm the one who said ii'll put down, yet ii'm a failure in doing soo... sometimes in the night couldn't stand but missing you.. couldn't stand but think about you and our times.. yes ii ain't a good bf.. but ii though our times at ECP.. something happy .. perhaps its stupid.. and ii don't hope much.. just posting my feelings over here.. to make my mind clear.. that yes is just a memory.. 4 more days.. no ii did not forget.. 16th july 08... the day we first meet.. the time where we once started.. it'll just be a memory.. hahs...
sorry.. to someone..
ii know if you see this post you'll ask me wads happening.. or maybe not cause of your insensivness, but now.. ii just posting out my feelings.. about her..
its just some occasion missing of her.. ii guess..
ii guess time do change everything.. a few more months and maybe ii'll finally able to put this behind.. bear with me.. for this few months.. hopefully..
sometimes ii wish you were change just like cindy said lz..
My slients prayers ♥ 10:02 AM